I knew it was gonna be hard to be an animator, constant struggle and always looking for something, did i think it would be THIS hard? No, its like I am being tested, I love what i do. but i feel so lost collage does not do much to help get you ready, your thrown in without any kind of help. Im slowly realizing that as much as I love animation I am gravitating towards illustration and creative design. feels like I am loosing time... Its terrifying