The gallery that asked me to paint on a completely different surface
Okay so I finally got my first "real" gallery interest a few months ago (still riding that high honestly) and the owner loved my watercolors but asked if I could do them on canvas instead of paper because "that's what sells." And I was like... watercolor on canvas is a nightmare?? I tried a few samples to be polite and they looked so sad and muddy compared to what I do on paper. I ended up saying no and I still wonder if that was stupid.
Has anyone else had a gallery try to change their medium or materials? Did you bend or did you walk? I keep going back and forth on whether I was too precious about it lol.
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You weren't stupid. You were clear about what the work is. That's rare.
Galleries will ask you to change all kinds of things. Medium, scale, subject, palette. Sometimes they're right and it's a useful push. But "watercolor on canvas" isn't a different surface, it's a different medium, the whole behavior of the material changes. You'd have to fight it the whole way and it would look like fighting.
In my experience, the one time I bent on something fundamental, different materials than what the work needed, the result hung in someone's hallway for five years and I couldn't look at it without wincing. Not worth it.
You said no. That's how you keep having work worth showing. Another gallery will come.
This is it exactly. The work knows what it wants to be on, and when you fight that you can feel it in every piece. I've done mosaic on mesh when a wall wanted direct setting, and I still wince thinking about those ones.
You didn't burn a bridge. You showed you know your materials and you won't put out weak work just to fill a wall. Galleries worth staying with remember that.
oh man the mosaic on mesh thing, I felt that in my chest. it's such a specific kind of regret isn't it, when you can look at a piece and just KNOW you were fighting the material the whole time. that's exactly what those samples felt like, like the paper was watching me betray it haha
thank you for saying that about the bridge. i think i needed to hear it from someone who's been through the same kind of no. it's so easy to second-guess yourself when you're the one who walked away
honestly this made me tear up a little haha. thank you. i think the thing that gets me is i KNEW it wouldn't work, i just didn't trust myself enough yet to say that out loud. like i did the samples and they were genuinely bad and i still sat there like "maybe i'm just not trying hard enough??" the delusion is so real early on
you hanging in there with a piece you hated for five years is exactly the nightmare i was scared of. i think i would've resented every single one of those paintings and that's not why i started doing this