just happened. staring at a half-finished sky like a fool. i know every art store within a 20 minute radius and what time they close and i still did this to myself lol.

there's something uniquely humbling about having to stop mid-pulse because you ran out of the most boring color on earth. not ultramarine. not cad red. white. the one you buy in those giant tubs because you think you're above this.

anyway i'm gonna go mix it from budget and spite and regret it tomorrow. goodnight.