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Third time was the charm but god it hurt. I'm working on this piece, a dog's face, big, maybe 70cm square, all in smalti, and the curve of the jaw wanted a flow I just couldn't feel at first. Cut it, laid it, stood up, looked at it. Wrong. Took it out. Next day, same thing. Wrong again. It's not even the time that gets you, it's the doubt. Is this actually wrong or am I too close to it? Do I keep pushing or trust the knot in my stomach? With mosaic especially there's no fixing it later, once it's set you're not moving it without damage. So you sit there with a hammer and a pair of tweezers and you just have to feel it before you cut. Anyway. Day after tomorrow I start the ear and I think I've got the flow now. Maybe. We'll see.

Been at it since five this morning. Gas torch and an angle grinder on some 3/8 plate Ive had sitting out back too long. Rust on it now. Dont care. Going to carve into it with the gouges after. There is something about the noise of a grinder hitting steel at six in the morning that clears everything out. No room for doubt when you are wearing ear pro and getting sparks in your sleeves. Coffee went cold two hours ago.